This, She Promises You…

He said, as we sat around in a circle:

“She doesn’t always give you what you want,
but She will always gives you what you need”

Wise words from the Shaman who served me my
first cup of Ayahuasca.

Back in 2013, when I first found this medicine –

I seemed to keep coming back to this question in the
middle of every ceremony:

… “Why am I doing this to myself?!”

It is nowhere close to pleasant. Not something you
do at all just because you’re curious.

Only if you have a deep desire to live as the brightest,
happiest, most fulfilled loving version of YOU that
you possibly could be – is this medicine for you.

During my first 5-10 Ayahuasca ceremonies, all
I remember is vague memories of laying on the
ground, crying, shaking, vomiting…

Releasing SO much there are truly no words that
can summarize the depth of processing and
liberation that was given to me.

I was called to this medicine.

And I was asked to dedicate my life to healing.

Ceremony after ceremony…

It never seemed to get easier.

I thought so many times:

“This is my last ceremony”

Or, “I’m never doing this again”

Despite how hard it would be in the middle of each
ceremony, how much my ego held on and my mind

By the end of the night, I would always feel lighter
than I’ve ever felt before.

More clear. More of ME.

Who I Really Am.

I would get a glimpse into the True SELF.

The infinite stillness and peace of the One I AM Presence.

And no matter how hard a ceremony was, by the
end of it I was always happier and more filled with
JOY than anything I’ve ever experienced before.

Mother Ayahuasca opened up a depth of LOVE
and gratitude for life that no words could ever
fully express.

So I could look back at all the challenges, all the
things that have happened in my life, and I could
feel nothing but gratitude for them.

Seeing how they all played such a vital role in my life,
my evolution, and for me to grow to be who I am today.

All the things I’ve regretted.

All the things I’m not happy about in my life.

All the relationships that weren’t healthy…

Addictions. Self-sabatoge. Unconscious patterns.

She showed me all of it. Layer by layer.

And through seeing… the healing would be automatic.

My journey with Mother Ayahuasca was one
of the hardest things I’ve ever done.

And at the same time, nothing has ever been more
valuable to me.

“She doesn’t always give you what you want,
but she ALWAYS gives you what you need”

I pray this story inspires you to take this step forward
and no matter what you need to do to make this
happen for yourself, do it.

It will be one of the greatest things you’ve ever
done for yourself. Period.

We’re here for you.

Whenever you’re ready. Come join us.

We’ll speak to you again soon!

[To be continued..]

With so much love, so grateful to share my story and inspire yours,
Trinity de Guzman & The Ayahuasca Healings Family

PS –

I’ve been speaking about purpose, and I just
remembered this amazing video that I filmed
in Peru after a beautiful ceremony.

Sharing valuable insights from my ceremony
and how this medicine truly helps us discover
our deepest purpose in life.

I’ll share that with you in my next email!

Speak to you soon!


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