What I Learned From My Failed Marriage…

In 2012, throughout my marriage that lasted no more than 4 months… I found out some very sad, and dark things about myself. Relationships, and the people we go the deepest with, are the ones who bring out the deepest shadows within us. And at the time, I wasn’t ready to look at them. Like many people do, I blamed… …

Heartbreak…

It’s June, 2012, and I’m on a beach in San Diego. It’s night time… dark, a little cold, windy from the ocean breeze. My wife at the time, asked me to go for a walk, and we ended up on the same beach we got married at. I had no idea what was coming. I knew we had some problems …

When I Got Married & Divorced in 4 Months…

It’s October 2011, and I just met the woman of my dreams. Our love, was like a fairytale to me. So much laughter, play, adventure… Romance, passion and all things that you would imagine, in a beautiful love fairytale. Within a month, I proposed. On 11-11-2011. Yes, it was impulsive. But I had to listen to my Heart. My Heart …

Video After a Life Changing Ayahuasca Ceremony

By sharing my story of all the pain and hardship that I’ve gone through… I want to show you the other side, of the love and BLISS that is available, when we let this life-changing medicine help us. Enjoy this video that I share, so deeply from my heart, after one of the most amazing Ayahuasca ceremonies of my life: …

I Didn’t Know I Had So Much Pain…

“Your bucket will be your best friend,” he said. “Keep it close, and make sure you don’t kick it over, if you get up to use the bathroom” … “Nothing is worse than having someone else’s purge, spill all over you,” said the Shaman. The room full of people, ready for their ceremony, laughed. And so began, my second ceremony. …

My First Ayahuasca Ceremony

I remember it like it was yesterday. It was on one of the most intense nights of my entire life. It was March 2013, on a dark night… I arrived at the home of a local shaman in Peru. He gave “the talk” on what to expect with Ayahuasca, how to get the most out of my ceremony, and he …

How You Create Your Reality

It’s February of 2013. I was telling a friend a story, about when I hitchhiked from Nicaragua to the United States. (That’s like from Florida to Washington) One of the most transformational experiences of my life, to date. Why I did it, what it was like, what I learned… She quickly responded by saying, “I can’t do that, I’m a …

The Day My Life Was Changed Forever

I was living in Guatemala, in January of 2013. At the beautiful Lake Atitlan. A sacred site to the Mayans, surrounded by majestic, towering, perfect shaped valcanoes. One day, I bumped into a friend, who just signed up for a ceremony. I asked her about it, and she said: “They burn your skin, apply frog venom, and then you vomit …

How Deeply Ayahuasca Has Helped Me…

It’s hard to believe, how much my life has changed, since first experiencing Ayahuasca. I remember, what my life was like, before… There was so much doubt, so much fear, paralyzed… unable to take action on what I really wanted in my life. No idea what my purpose really was, searching, looking for answers… I knew I was here to …

How to Experience Ayahuasca In America

Many of you are wondering how to attend our Ayahuasca Ceremonies in America. It’s a long story, which you can read about on this page here. There’s good news and not-so-good news: Here’s the not-so-good news: (sorry!) We are not currently holding any Ayahuasca retreats in America, or Church services related to this sacrament, until we are granted our DEA …